 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, May 25, 2007
".broken.heart." A broken heart can never be mended. After much of thinking. And being emo. I realised that my heart is still crying.. Painfully. What's love...? Love is like fishing. You let go too much. The fish will escape. You pull too much. The fish will struggle even more resulting in the line to break. Its hard. Its complicated. Its painful. Its hurting. I don't think I can ever be happy again... Just now went biking alone le. Today lesson is to learn how to bunnyhop. Damn, its so damn hard. The bike is so heavy. I can lift the front tire but not both. Oh my god. My back hurts so much after umpteen times of tries. But I am not going to give up. I want to be able the throw my bike around like as though it is part of my body. Think I'm gonna check out more of Dave Mirra's video. Wahaha. Or even Matt Hoffman. But Dava Mirra better lay. Does not matter as long as I'm able to succeed. Wish me luck and cheer for me ba. =) This morning Jun Wei sms me tell me he not going for the Bintan trip. Sian diao. He not going. Then I gave it a miss also le. Don't know Melvin and Wei Zong going not. Most likely will ba? Don't know. But for sure is I wont be going le. Felt like going and throw myself in another country. lols. But.... Final answer. Not going. The channel 8 9pm show going to finish soon le sian. Very nice. Can learn a lot about relationship stuff. Quite touching also la. The weilian and ziling. So envy the character of the show. Happy and sweet sweet love. Today episode. At least ziling still understand things and will back weilian up. And still can be happy. Then the shidifen and wenjing. Think both of them will together again ba. For sure de la. This kind of show sure will have happy ending. Maybe the carmen and the forget what name liaoz. Shu Zhi Chen. Will be together also la. Sigh.. Really wish to have a love like weilian and ziling like that. So sweet and loving. Its so hard to find someone who really loves you. I found mine but lost her. I know I'm just nothing to her already. 见过你的美。。我还能爱谁？？ |