 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Thursday, May 31, 2007
".farewell." The fact is. You left me. There's nothing more I can do for you. I said goodbye to you. I don't mean it at all. Because I still want you in my life. But I know it's impossible. I won't be able to be friends with you. Because I know I would be hurt even more. When I know that you found your another half. And me? Still so silly having my love for you. I know you would be happy even without me. I know the one in your mind now. Isn't me. Although I can't accept the fact. But I have to live with it. You chose to hurt me. Then I'll let you hurt me. I don't know whether you got come here and read my post. Maybe not. Changing of blog link came across my mind. But.. I can't find a reason behind changing of blog link. Because you've already threw me out of your heart. And think you also won't be reading my blog anyway. I guess? I would keep my love for you inside my heart. And keep it well protected. I know yours won't be well protected. It will just be thrown out from your heart once you find your another half. Trust me. That's that way it will be for you. You won't think of me, worry for me no more. That's a fact. Remember that you will never be replaced. Memories. Will be kept in my heart. I with still think of you. I will still miss you. I will still love you. And that's a fact. Memories.... Although I still want to have more. But I know... Well, I will just say it will a fake smile on my face.. Maybe time. Will make you realise. How much I love you. And the days we had together. The things I've done for you. Thanks for hurting me so deeply. Far deeper than the first time. Thanks. Afterall.... I'm Right Here Waiting... "Right Here Waiting" Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you |