 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
".still.sick." Having diarrhea today. Went toilet 5, 6 times. Until my leg wobbling. So tired. Having sore throat also. Completely no voice lay. Like got flam stuck deep inside like that. Cough also nothing come out. Only a bit blood. Having CA tomorrow. I never study. I can't study at all. Mind and heart got so many many things. Sigh. Think I'm going to flunk my CA. GG liaoz. It since 2 god damn fucking weeks since I last saw her. Sigh. I don't think I can ever see her again. I miss her. I need her. Sigh. Don't know what to say le. Even got things. Also won't have the chance to say. Its so hard. So hard to like have someone whom you can really talk to. Even this blog. I also won't be able to express all my feelings out. Sigh. So I can just keep it inside. Not good. But so what? Who gives a shit man..!? Go back room and off light and sit on the floor until fall asleep liaoz. Bye bye... |