 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
".heart.drop." Today.. I is saw her la. LOL. She was sitting at the next table. But back facing me. Only like see 45 degrees of her back right. Quite nervous. I think she don't know who am I ba. Then actually was playing cards. Then I see her walking towards I immediately. "I Don't want play liaoz." LOL. Then a while she changed seats. Changed to next next table. But this time sit FACE ME!! OMG! I super shy man. Want to see but don't want to be caught by her that I'm actually looking at her. So I try not to see lorz. Not long after I got to go for lesson liaoz. Then jiu leave le lorz. But then. Haha. I never think much la. Maybe like Yu Ping. Like face but don't like character so is just for admiring. LOL! But I know its impossible. She's wild while I'm more (you guys should know ah).. lol... Ya. I ain't her type and she ain't my type. So... Feelings keep inside.. =) Although I still hope that there's something in me that attracts her? But I know its hard. Its hard to find someone who really loves you and you loves. I found mine but lost her. Oh well... After all I also not handsome. Also not rich. Also not like very good guy like that. hmm.. Its hard.. Nowadays to find some good girls. I hope I do find one in the near future. Am I me? Or am I not me? Do I still love "her"...? I don't wish to say. After all its all deep inside my heart. I won't tell anyone how I feel about that. Know me well enough de should know. 7:35pm edit. LOL. I just finished cooking campbell soup. Wanted to add 2 eggs inside. Then the first one I hit too hard then the egg shell drop inside the the.. the cooking thing la. Then end up cooking together with egg shells. lols~ Then now okay le. Scared later got egg shell inside. But be careful when drinking. lols~ And that's my dinner for today. Daddy mummy not at home. hehe.. |