 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, June 08, 2007
".no.mood." Today go sister house. Super not happy de lorz. Go there. Then I just say I want go poly and stuff. Then brother-in-law start saying all those ren sheng de da dao li. Super not happy super don't want to hear. If I don't have the heart of going. I won't even mention anything. Sigh. I just know I will work hard for my future. I have been thinking about my future since she left me. Although I still haven't got an answer yet. But very soon. I will have my answer. Just now at sister house de rooftop. I seat there lying 45 degrees up. Gazing at the stars. I started to think of a lot of things. Sigh. Seriously I still can't free myself from all those troubles. Maybe until a day I found someone else whom I love and loves me? Having a new fairytale? Then I can free myself from all these? Sigh.. When then can I really be happy? One more unhappy things de is. OMMMMMMMG!! She got xi huan de ren... Sian diao!! Completely no mood x2. 2 Combo liaoz. Sigh. What am I supposed to do? Continue what I'm doing? Be friends.. And make her feel comfortable and stuff? I don't know. I don't have xing xin when it comes to relationship. Wo pa bei ju jue. Wo pa bei shang hai. TIAN AH!!! YUE LAO AH!! Bie zai shua wo le! Let me meet the one for me please... So I can be happy.. Concentrate on what I have to do.. Sigh.. Sigh. After all I is very no mood la. Sigh. Why even this kind of small things I also treat it so seriously? Why can't I be easy come easy go? So is it a good thing or a bad thing? Someone enlighten me please. |