 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
".wind." Today nothing much lay. At home all the way. Use computer then suddenly 4 plus go people sms me. Was very surprised. Because is no one will sms me one. Then see. Is wei hong. (-_-lll) Ask me whether can come my house slack not. zZz. I am still angry with him. But I still agreed. Because I rather give in than argue. And thats mean. I rather keep things inside of me. Then to say out and make things turn out bad. Sad can. Then go cycle. Then half way got people call me lehz. Another surprise. lol! Guess who called? Cynthia. WTF? I was shocked. I picked up. She hung up. So I called back. Guess what she ask. "What is your sister house address? Is it flora road? Then you know where and how to go flora road?" WTF? How in the world would I know. I don't drive man. I only drive a Series II BM only. Plus X behind. Siao one lehz. The one who out of nowhere just left one is her. The one who say goodbye is her. NOW, the one who out of nowhere come and ask me stupid question is her. Didn't she say goodbye? Then go ahead and don't contact me. I know I am heartless. But the one who is really heartless is her! I don't want to say all over again. People who have eyes can see it for themselves. After all. I just know that I want to be happy. I want to live a carefree life. I want to do what I want. Earn as much money as I can. Study as hard as I can. Okay? Still love the feeling of speeding with my BM (Plus X). The silent surrounding. The speed I'm travelling. The wind. Blowing against my face. Blowing against my tires. Making my tires sound like the wind. I love it. Simple love it. Tomorrow going cycle from Pasir Ris to East Coast Park with Lin Feng, Ye Zhao, Wei Hong and Marcus. Excited man! Hope faster tomorrow. Then can go enjoy myself. =) Goodnight! |