 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
".unforgettable." A lie, it's all a lie, those words that time will make me forget you are a lie. The pain from the seperation has surpressed my heart a little but my feelings for you are ever the same. I never thought it'd be easy but even though a lot of time passes. It's still awkward without you here. I still love you and I still want you. I won't ever be okay without you. Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know. You're all I long for. A lie, that was a like, those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie. I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic and because of my trifiling pride. I've never once forgotten you. When I think about a bad habit I've started, I try and forget but, I still miss you. I still love you and I still want you. I won't ever be okay without you. Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know. You're all I long for. I've never stopped loving you. My feelings for you have never changed. No my heart keeps growing like my love for you. I just try and keep still the moments when we were happily together. You had a hard time in my embrace and it's not until after I've let you go can I think and see clearly. But I love you everyday. I'm still waiting for you like I've always done. See you once again, my love .. |