My birthday jiu zhe yang over le. Sigh~ Woke up 11 plus yesterday. Then play com. Alone at home. Was so bored. All the way until 5 plus 6 plus then go out. For some reason. Tears flow down from my eyes. From the moment I wait for bus. Till I take train. Till I reached Tampines. Sigh. Birthday supposed to be happy de. But ended up feeling sad over some reason.

Was quite angry also when LF say he not watching movie with us. Which left only JW, WZ and me. But before that four of us went to eat dinner. Then go watch Transformers. I don't really have much to say. Cause I'm quite tired.. The movie is nice. But reflected on my msn nick. The movie is 1% nice while the 99% went to the fact that its not with her. 3 years of birthday. I spend it without her. Out of like. Perhaps close to 4 years together. But what's the point of me still putting all these on my mouth ne?

After movie. Went to LF place downstairs. Cause JW bought cake for me. Then LF no watch movie with us so left it at his house. On the way, went 7-11 bought a glass of whiskey. Then reach there. LF bought me a glass of bacardi earlier on. Surprised. Haha. The cake was nice. Its nice to at least have this few friends to help me celebrate my birthday. Thanks a million jun wei, wei zong and lin feng. Especially jun wei and wei zong. Movie and dinner wei zong treat me. While jun wei bought the cake which cost $20/+. Really grateful. Thanks guys~!! =)

As for now. I'm tired.. Got to work tomorrow. Nitez guys..

I hope I don't have to lose anymore tears.. Because of her... Sigh...

Sometimes friends whom seem close to you turns out to be just shit. Seriously. If I can. I wish I can don't treat him as a friend. Cause he's not worth my friendship. I don't need a friend who only looks for you when in need of flavor. I don't need a friend who only looks for you when in need of company. I don't need a friend who only gives a shit about himself and those girls around him. I don't need hypocrites as my friend. I hope he don't come looking for me cause I know I won't regard him as a good friend. Not anymore. Jiang hao ting. EX-schoolmate. Jiang nan ting. Bastard. I give a shit. That's why I'm saying this. But from this very moment onwards. You're just a bastard to me. I hate hypocrites. Its the biggest SIN. Get his right into your ass.!

Later!