Yawns. Just now revise a little on AA. Hahas. CMI CMI.! So bored. Been thinking about guitar. Supposed to get one few months ago. But ended up never buy. Think after I get my salary I will go get one acoustic one and self learn ba. Ahh. Hopefully things will go well? Cause that time I tou tou play on my bro's guitar. Still kinda blur about how to read the tabs and chords. =( Anyone know how to play guitar can teach me? If not I have to slowly learn le. hehe.! Ever thought of signing up for lesson. But I can't afford it. Like that, internet will be my teacher. =(

Tomorow starting work at 9:30pm. All the way until tuesday 7+am. lols.! Will die. Then tuesday no go school le. hehe.! pon.! Cannot go school lehz. So sad.! =( Aww.. I is want go school ones. I love going school. aww. But I need rest ah. Too bad.. =( aww..

On a side note. Sometimes I wonder. "Hey.! Are my feelings for real?" Sometimes I feel that I have totally gave up on love. But yet I still want to squeeze in this complicated relation. The past. I'm not sure what they means. I feel nothing. Totally nothing. Just like as though my heart is dead. Completely dead. Yeah. Sometimes I see couples around, I feel envy, feel like having one. But on the other hand. Haha. I feel tired. Of life. Of everything. In my life.

Dang hao de shi hou. Its like living in heaven. Bu hao de shi hou. Its worst then hell. What's wrong ne? I don't know who should I trust. My feelings seems to be in a mess. Mabye working and studying is where I should focus on. If its meant to be. It will meant to be.

Hehe. I seriously don't know what is in my heart now. Perhaps someone will find "jeff" back again? I doubt so..