 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, July 27, 2007
".close." I met her today. Spent a little time with her. And I only know. The feeling from the beginning until now. Its still there. Although I don't have the chance to confess to her nor I have the chance to send her home. But I know I would keep trying. I just hope I did not leave any bad impression on her. I wish to know how she feels. Even if its bad de, I'm willing to listen and improve myself. The way she looks into my eyes just makes my heart fell from the 101th storey.. I hope I do have a chance. *Smile* My Little Secret: Sometime 2 months ago in school during lunch time. With my bunch of friend. We sat down and went for lunch. Sitting there de me. I saw this girl walk past. First time I see her. I don't know why I would notice her. Out of so many people in the cafe. I noticed her. She went to grab her lunch. And back to the table. She was sitting somewhat 50 degree from the position I'm sitting. Which also means just the table beside me. I started noticing her. In the end. Accidents do happen... I had this crush on her the very first time I see her. Think is langa aeroplane. Huge crush. From then. I try to know her. Just nice. Lin Feng's friend is her classmate. So I ask Lin Feng for his friend de friendster. I added him. Then try to look for this girl. In the end I found her. Without a doubt. I try to add her. By the way she's having a private profile. So I would be able to view her stuff nor send her a private message. Tried a couple of times. Never get accepted. So I stepped back. I stopped inviting. All the way until my holiday ends. Which is around a month. I try again.. Guess what? She accepted. lol. So I add a comment give her then try to know her lorz. But in the process. Got one secret cannot say one la. Wait till I tell her then I reveal. lol. 不能说的密密。 Since then, I try to know her more. Make her notice me. I don't know did I do a good job or not. But I hope I did not irritated her or make her feel uncomfortable. No matter what. I hope for the best. And I would work hard. At the same time, do well in my studies and job. No matter whether we live in different worlds. In my heart. The distance between you and me is just a thin line. Actually there's this question that's kind of bothering me. Is the fact that whether she's attached....... *sigh* |