Its been three months since we are apart. To be honest, you still hold a place in my heart. But I know I do not hold any place in your heart anymore. Never would I expect you to leave me just like that. Although its been a long time, but it still hurts my heart deep. I know it is impossible for us to be together again. I would not ask nor pray nor hope for anything. I would just keep the love I have for you deep deep inside my heart. Every bits and pieces of our memories are well kept in my heart. One day, everything about you and me will be gone in your heart. But it would never happen to me. Do not have to worry about it.

Our photos. The smses you sent. The bracelet I gave you. The things you gave me. All well kept. Although I would wonder if there will be a day when all these memories of ours would come alive again. I know its possible. Perhaps only in my dream.

14. Also marks our anniversary every month. Remember 6 months ago, 14th of Feburary 2007? Our 7th months anniversary and Valentine's Day. We were at the beach. You and me. And a seashell. And I said. If I found a big one, you have to follow me for the rest of your life...

Now that we are apart. All that I would do. Is hide in one dark corner, praying for you with all my heart, blessing you, silently loving you. Sorry for everything that I've done. Thank you for everything that you left me. Which are equivalent to nothing but tears..




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I would forever keep the love I have for you. I would never forget you. No matter where you are, what you do. You will always have a place in my heart. Whenever you need a teddy bear, I'll be there. Whenever you need a clown, I'll be there. Whenever you need a punching bag, I'll be there. Whenever you need someone to love you, I'll be there. Whenever you need someone to care for you. I'll be there. Call me silly, but I'll be there. This I Swear....






Would You Be There?