I made a mistake yesterday at work. Was buying things then I dropped two packets of grass jelly on the floor and both just cracked apart then the grass jelly all spill on the floor. I was so guilty. But colleagues say its okay ones. And they break even more expensive stuff than me. Mine is just a piece of cake. But I still feel bad about it.

I'm sorry. I'm leaving you again. I hate this feeling. But there's nothing I can do to stop this feeling. I know its been a pain in the ass for you. But. I really can't stand the feeling when I'm talking to you. Now that I mean nothing to you. It doesn't matter whether I'm your friend or not. You said that we once had those memories and stuff. I am the one who used to.. and stuff. It sounded so sweet. But on the other hand. If that's the case why did you have to leave? I broke down again. While talking to you. Why??

I really need you here with me. But it all doesn't matter to you. I'm down. Totally down. Tell me what should I got to do? I'm sorry. For leaving you like this. 我答应你。如果有一天，我真的把你放下了的话。我会回来找你。If it never happens. I'm sorry.

Your tears doesn't belong to me anymore. While mine, still flows because of you.

I miss you so much..