I envy those lovey dovey storylines in shows. Like in Kinship and Honour & Passion. And also couples I see out on the street or wherever it may be. I seriously envy and at the same time hope to have one of my own. But on the other hand. I realise that I fear of having one. I don't know why. Its not that I fear of responsibility. Rather I would say I fear of loving someone so deeply yet the one who gets the deepest hurt is me. Hais.

My heart is so contradicting. One side, I hope to have one. Another side, I fear of having one. Ahhh! So fan! But wait get this clear first. I am taking things easy! Is just that I am just trying to interpret how I feel inside. Because my heart is in contradiction. I don't need an answer. Because what is gonna come will eventually come.

我只想能开开心心的过每一天。

I wouldn't say I'm a sweet nor nice nor handsome nor good guy. I'm just a normal guy. I'm not good at talking. I'm shy. Which is a bad thing. 那 what about my wish ne? All I wish, is be able to hug the one I love, with her lying on my chest. With endless of love songs playing in the background. Until she falls asleep on my chest.. Even if we don't talk, I'm just as contented with her in my arms...

Today went to see ashton. Awww!! So CUTE!! hahas. My little little nephew....