Haven't really been blogging for the past few days. Never write much. I make it up today bahs. Hais. Past few days deep inside is got a lot of feelings. But all is keep inside. Cause I don't know what should I say. How should I feel. Hey, I don't wish to be in this state. I want to be happy. But I seriously can't. Just what's wrong? For the past 2 months. I never shed a single tears. Now? Although I'm able to control myself. But I hate the fact that tears flow down from my eyes.

Can anyone tell me what kind of a person am I? In details.!! Please.... I really wish to know. I really want to know what you guys think about me. Good or bad. Its okay. At least put in some effort to tell me. I don't mind any constructive or hash advices or comments. It helps. Really.

It's saturday night and yet I'm at home rotting. Parents went over to sister house to stay to look after Ashton, my one week old nephew. Left my brother and I. He's asleep. And here I am. Listening to sappy songs and blogging. How I wish I have someone whom I can talk to. Anytime I want.

Just now 8plus is want cycle go sister house see my nephew. Skaly. Ride until whitesands then bike don't like me. Wheel kena trapped. zzz. Not again. No choice la.! Push the bike back from whitesands back home. Then reach home then fix it lorz.

Hais. What am I really feeling ne? I seem to lost my true own feelings. I don't know what should I do. Perhaps I would just let it be. Looking forward to tuesday. Can go school. Staying at home is bored. I wanna go school.! Even though lessons are boring. At least my friends are all around crapping here and there. Ahh..!

Lastly. About friendship. Sometimes I really wish to solve things between this 3 person. Hong Wei, Wei Hong and Me. I really hope can like come out and solve things and be good buddies again like in secondary school. Haha. I just find that because of a girl. Then the two of them like enemies. Is really just not worth. Isn't it. Girls are everywhere. But its hard to find buddies who are tan de lai de. Rights? Haha. But the problem is Wei Hong ba. Stubborn. Doesn't want to listen to advices. Think I would try to solve things ba. If cannot. Sua lorz. At least I made an effort rights. Wei Hong don't appreciate then. Forget it lorz.

Haha. Anymore? Don't think so bahs. I just hope for a better future. God bless me.!! =D