![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
".yesterday." Ahhs! Today supposed to go school but in the end never go. Cause went to cut hair. Wa. Talk about cut hair. Is angry de lorz. The salon I always go no open. No choice. Then go another one. Which I don't like ones. But hair very hard to style. So ahh. Hack care. Then I go tell the braady peach. CUT THIN ONLY DON'T WANT CUT SHORT. Then she cut. I quite fed up. She know I got put wax then just spray a bit water then cut. Make it very difficult to cut. Wa piang. Is she a professional? Hair sticky how to cut? Then have to put the hair out from comb. Won't that spoil the hair. FUCKED UP lorz. Can't she just wash my hair before cutting. Unlike the salon I always go. Sure will wash off my wax before cutting. Never mind. Then as above. I say I want cut thin only but don't want cut short. Then that peach rights. Is already cut alot then hair quite short. Then she ngh ngh say what "your hair very thick" then keep cutting keep cutting. Now my hair so thin and short a lot. Ta ma de. I is super angry that's why I will be here cursing okies. Is like she keep cutting then hair will short. Didn't I say THIN WILL DO AND NOT SHORT? Braady hell! She never learn customer service before is it.! If can't cater to the customer's enquires then go home bang the wall lahs. Not the first time I am unsatisfied le lorz. This is the 3rd time I go and I swear it would be the last time. Second time go cut my hair until like shit. Luckily is during holiday. I sua. Then now I go then not satisfied again. Really wonder why they still can survive. I think go malay barber also can do a better job than the two peaches there. I mean is like come on lah. Is listening to the customer's need so difficult? And I is got pay money one horz. Is not like they doing if for free. Some more my fringe already very thin. Then they still want cut my fringe. For christ sake. Common sense can!? I really miss my last time de fringe. So straight and thick. At least can cover my eyes. Ma de. Now so thin my fringe. Don't know until when then can thick thick again. The other parts of my hair so easy thick. Then fringe so hard. *(&$!*(@&#$(@# By the way for those who don't know. My hair is a very important factor in my life horz. Although not nice but still very important lahs. Hais! Ta Ma de. Don't want talk about this liaos la. ANGRY!!!!!!!! Today got time. I write more lahs okay? Wonder why my title is yesterday? Because when working de shi hou. They got play this song by The Beatles. Obviously is called "Yesterday" lahs. One of my favourite song. But they play is a piano piece of the song. Wa. So nice. Then I stand there then like recall the lyrics and stuff. Touched my heart dip dip. Here's the lyrics to the song: -Yesterday- Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away Now it look as though they're here to stay Oh, I believe in yesterday Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be There's a shadow hanging over me oh, yesterday came suddenly Why she had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play Now I need a place to hide away oh, I believe in yesterday Why she had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play Now I need a place to hide away Oh, I believe in yesterday, Mm Some may understand some may not. But what matters is. It doesn't matter.... Today I go cut hair. Walk to Elias Mall. Then the salon I always go de never open. Then walk back to West Plaza for a hair cut. On the way. I walked past a place filled with nothing but memories. The path I used to walk with her early every morning to school. I would wait for her at the busstop. Cross the traffic light. Go up the staircase. Walk under the block. All the way until reach school. Enter gate. Walk up the staircase to top floor. She go in her class I go in mine.(Just side by side only our class) Put down our bags. Then meet at the corridor. Stand there until time for assembly. By the way we always meet damn early ones. 7:15am assemble. We is meet around 6:15am then slowly walk to school and stuff. Everything seems so yesterday. Sigh. I bet all these, are meant to be forgotten in her heart. Feeling so down. Listen to "yesterday"... Last time I used to listen to it a couple of times everyday making fun of the song even though I love it. But now. Listening to it just hurts my heart. Now I need a place to hide away..... |