 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
"im.mad." Not a very fantastic day. But my dear came to pei me during my break. So sweet of her. Pei me go eat. =) Appreciate that. I wish to have more time with her by my side. I miss her already.. Think saturday then can see her liaos.. Tomorrow I'm working. Thursday she's going grandma house whereas I'm going out with hong wei to buy clothes. Then friday I'm standing in for a colleague. So I'm working. And saturday will see her. Really looking forward to that day. Then I can see her longer. =) Spoiler: And and, Prison Break Season 3 was out yesterday! YAY! Managed to watch it just now. Damn nice! Scottfield in Sona. Then Lincoln trying to get him outta there. In the end. I think The Company is behind all these. And they caught Sarah and LJ. And they want Scottfield to break someone out. If not they're gonna finish Sarah and LJ off. Then Alexander Mahone was in also. Together with Ballack and Teabag. Then Mahone was like, regretted what he did and now trying to get scottfield to help him get out of Sona. But Scottfield rejected. Afterall Mahone killed his father. But in the end. Mahone sort of helped Scottfield in a one on one duel with a big ass guy. Then Teabag is with the bad side. Ballack was left to clean up the toilet. LOL.! Think Mahone and scottfield will work together bahs. Wait next tuesday for episode 2 liaos. =p To my bud: On the way home. I received two sms-es. From my bud. After I read. I am totally disappointed.! Seriously. I did all that I could to help you. But you ain't helping yourself at all!! I've been through what you going through.! And even longer than you.! AND not once but twice. You tell me who's cut is deeper? And I could walk out with a smile. And now I'm having a better life than before. All you tell me is it doesn't help. PI LAH.! Say, I also know how to use mouth and say. You really make me very very angry can!? Basket. Cannot forget. Delete him from msn lah. Like me. Don't go his blog la. Ma de. Don't tell me this 2 simple task you can't do. You yourself know you can't get over him then you still wanna go give a shit about him. I tell you ah. From now on, its none of my business. From now on, what you wanna do. I don't care. You don't wanna stand up again. Your problem. Last time when I have problem. I have NO ONE to run to. That time when you got problem. I help you. I talk to you about it. Advice you. What more you want? Like I said in sms. I just waste some saliva saying those things to help you. But you lost everything. You lost your life.! I say one more time. Its either to stand up again. Or don't call me bud. I know I'm being straight. But if I don't say all these things. You will wake up?? Keep thinking that you're lousy. Basket. You don't know how fortunate are you compared to other people. At least you still have friends and family. Even not close but so what? At least you have right? That's all! I'm done with what I want to say. The rest is up to you. THINK ABOUT IT.! Call me evil. Call me mean. I don't care. The one who's losing out ain't me. |