So fast. Four weeks of holiday is over. Have been wondering what have I done for the past one month. Apart from working. Like go out a few times only lay. Also a few times with my dear only. Remembered that there's like a week when she's away for holiday. Thinking back, one month seems so long, yet it ain't enough. Human are always contradicting.

Just like me now. Looking forward for school reopens. Cause I have a reason to go to school now. On the other hand. I know after school reopens. I would definitely miss the holidays. Are human meant to be this way?

Just few more months before graduating. Would I still be able to go poly and still be able to be with my girl. Or would I have no way to go except for NS. I dare not think. Cause the truth are often heartbreaking. But whatever that is meant to happen, will eventually happen. I should be like the "me" before I got her. Let nature take its course. Just like a sudden situation that allows me to have her now. Everything just happens without warning and its so unbelievable.

But afterall I'm glad that I have her now. My effort afterall never go down the drain. But hopefully she would appreciate whatever thing that I would do for her. I know you would, right? As for me. I know I would cherish and treasure every moment of our memories.

Sometimes love just ain't enough. But thank you, for loving me.

I've been heading in the wrong direction
Hiding from my own protection
Running but my heart was standing still
I guess you saw the light inside me
Your love has been a torch to guide me
I hope I can be all that you deserve

I was searching for a heart that's beating
As fast as the way I'm feeling
Trying to find some peace there in my soul
You know it was your love that saved me
The answer to my prayers you gave me
And I hope I'll be all you deserve

Well I'm no superman
But I'll love you that best I can
And you know I'm just flesh and bones,
but with you I feel I'm flying
Don't you know I'm no superman
But I'll always be your man..


情深的一句, 我爱你。。

但你爱我吗？我可以这样问你吗？