![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
".c.r.a.p." Yawns. Damn the 8am lesson. This term timetable just simply sucks. Doesn't accomodate to my working schedule. Monday 10 to 5. Tuesday 10 to 4 i think. Wed 8 to 1. Thur 12 to 4. I rather all the lesson pack into mon, tue and wed. Then give us off on thurs and fri. lols. But crap lahs. Thursday 12 to 4. I rather 8 to 12. Then balek kampong. Tuesday bu san bu si. I work at 6. Then got 2 hours ask me go where rot sia. Go home de hua reach home 5 liaos, open the door. Go toilet. Then go out again ahs? Crap! Ahh. Today 8am lesson. See new teacher. CDI. Crap. Teacher is okay, but subject crap. Waste time only. grrr.. Then later still got work. Ahh. Sian ahs.. Unhappy about some school stuff. Hais. *hair faster long hair faster long hair faster long* Yesterday my mother went for check up. Then check dao the zi gong (womb i think) there got yi li don't know what lai de. Then doctor say its quite small, so don't bother about it first. Hopefully its nothing serious. Sighs.. What the fuck is wrong with people nowadays? Just what the fuck? Instead of leading a normal life, people do things to hurt themselves. Whats the point? Like that will happy mehs? Make until zhi ji pian ti ling shang. Emotionally and physically break out. What the heck is wrong with that? Just hurting the people who loves you. Family, friends, loved ones. There are people out there who are trying hard to survive or rather WANTING to lead a normal life. While some people who can, doesn't appreaciate what they have. Really shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu. Piss off.! |