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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Monday, January 28, 2008
".七早八早."


七早八早 got people spoil my mood liaos. Just step out of house not long only. I was going to take the lift down. Then got this Indian lady carrying her kid going take lift also. Live same floor as me. Okay lorz. Never mind I let her go in first. Then she just go to the back. I mean like yi si yi si yi sia like kay kay go press the life lahs. First one go in. She carrying but is still got hand what. Think I her survant ah. Okay sua.

She stand behind. I stand near the door. Then reached 1st level. Door opening. I AM JUST STANDING RIGHT AT THE DOOR. Door opening finish then she want to squeeze through that tiny gap between me and the side of the life. I was like WTF? Its not like the door closes in 1 second. One of my leg already out then she like that squeeze I ji tao step back. TMD. Need to so kan chiong go out? She is just going for a walk with her son. And lim bei is rushing to school to take exam. Is like. Damn selfish can. Is she an idiot or what. No doubt she is. A fucking idiot.

Headed to school to take AAII CA. Can say is completely bwang. I keep making mistakes. Hais. Fail liaos lahs... Cannot go poly liaos.. This AAII CA is determine whether can go poly not. But now its gone case. So soon I have to cut botak liaos.

After the paper the rest wanna go. So just go lorz. Anyway today face also bwang. Wake up my face got 3 big pimples link together. Was like.. OMG.. Then I squeeze. Squeeze le still so big.. =( Hais.. Last weekend never had enough rest. Not a day of good rest too. Been moody since then...

The journey home after work is soooooo long... And lonely....

What's wrong with me? Somebody tell me.... Tsktsk.... Its not me at all............. Why out of nowhere I keep thinking about unhappy things? I shouldn't be having any problems nor worries...

If anyone were to ask me if I'm okay.. Surely I would say I'm fine. Cause I myself don't even know whats the cause of all these unknown feelings and sadness... I don't know....

My apologies for the bad language.. Just ain't in the mood..