My mind is blank. Smirk on my face. I can say I'm not having a clear mind. Some times when you're just frustrated by some stuff. Upset about some things.. You just tend to wish that you could do something to make yourself feel better. I'm no different. Just that I'm stepping back into the past. Doing things I should not be doing..

The life of people around me seem to be very happening lately. But mine? Is just so meaningless. Maybe I'm desperate for a reason to believe. Seriously I'm in the process of changing again. For a long time. I'm emo. Later I'm become happy-go-lucky. Now? Just a demoralised Jeff Lim. I've lost the courage to do many things. The confidence in myself is long gone. Feeling lousy everyday. Like a lifeless bast.

My soul seems to be lost in a faraway land..