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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Thursday, January 10, 2008
".glued."


Its so hard to get out of bed early this morning. Yawns. Too much gaming at night. Should be converting my gaming time into sleeping time. Alrights. Today school is as usual. Yawns.! Lesson ended around 3 plus. Went back home. Slack a little. And went to my sister's place.

OMG. Ashton is now.. So.... FAT? Its been like a month or two since I last see him. Become so damn cute. Know how to flip and craw a little. Keep showing his ass like want to stand up like that. So adorable. Took some picture but lazy to upload. Haha. When I have the mood bahs. Yawns.

After dinner. Was sitting around the dinning table. Alrights. I ate a lot a lot today. One big plate of rice. Tonnes of seaweed chicken, some other food and six pieces of pizza. Okay. There's nothing wrong with this. But my bro-in-law was shocked by the amount of food I eat. Then he say "ni shi bu shi shou dao she me da ji?" Then he ask one qns. LOL. Never wanted to tell them that soon. Perhaps I just don't know how to let them know. But well. They found out.

I just don't like how my mother always like to see the whole picture like the problem lies solely on me. I mean like. This kind of thing is unpredictable one what. I know she's good. Even my mother says that. But... Well, you know..

Went to Giant with family before heading home. Boring. Reached home. As planned. I glued myself in front of my monitor and started chionging my AC. Play a bit then play COD4. AC really can't last long. Slowing losing interest. Yawns.

Anway, going out tomorrow. Sia lahs. No money lahs. Wanna buy some clothes. Tsk. Tomorrow then see how eh....



I admit. I miss the past.. Think thats the most memorable part of my life. But all those memories could only be just, you know. Memories.. Will always be well kept in my heart. Since then. Everything changes. Lim Guan Hui Jeff changes. And everything's just so wrong. I know its been like. 8 months? But well.. I guess it takes forever to forget someone. But life goes on...

But well. Sorry. I ain't living in the past. I'm living for the future. Perhaps whatever that may happen. There could only be me, myself and I.

Jeff Lim.
Turn around, keep walking...