There's only one word I can describe the things I see in life. Unfair. Some people is able to get something, without any effort put in. Yet, they can just play around with it. Happy take not happy throw away. While others, no matter how much effort they put in, a chance will never be given to them. Why? Why can't it be opposite when the one who put in effort and cherish things being able to get what they work hard for. While the one who just plays around gets nothing in the end. Why can't it be this way?

Everytime people say, you have to work hard for the things you want. I worked hard. I tried my best. But I've gotten nothing but a cold shoulder at the end of the day. How nice can it not be? Perhaps I shouldn't be thinking about it anymore. Or maybe I should be the first kind of people who put in no effort but will get something to play around with? But sorry, I'm not this kinda person.

One more thing is that. I have enough friends who just come and go. Got thing then come find me. Nothing then just doesn't give a shit. So please. I don't need any of this kinda people no more. You treat me good, no doubt I will return it to you. If you wanna treat me like this. PLEASE, fuck off. Simply get the hell outta my life. I don't need crap either. And its me who decide EVERYONE aspect of my life. Not some shitty stuff that would decide my life. Get this clear. My life is my life. So don't link my life with some crap. And I hate attention seekers.

I just wanna be my true self. The old Lim Guan Hui Jeff is long gone... I just wanna be how I used to be in the past... How I wish I'm still working now. To keep my mind off some crappy stuff in life. "sigh."

能不能把我灌醉？