Stressed. JPAE (Joint Polytechnic Admissions Exercise) starts today. IDK. With a lousy GPA of 2.7. Where can I go? That feeling sucks. I have a police application result pending. And now I have to stress whether I can get in to the poly courses with such a lousy GPA.

If I know my place in SPF is confirmed, I can kiss poly ass goodbye. But its not confirm, so I have to pray that I can even kiss poly ass. If both also cannot. Then I can tell myself to prepare for hell in the NS. Life as it is. As the old sayings. 现实是残酷的！Hais. So stressed up.

Seriously, of all the course I'm eligible for, I'm only interested in Hospitality & Tourism Management. Some more is at TP. Chances are even slimmer. Having a hard time to even decide the courses also. But I'm not gonna have high hopes that I can get in. Just apply for a tiny little "hope".

My choices:
1) Hopitality & Tourism Management @ TP
2) Tourism & Resort Management @ SP
3) Banking & Financial Services @ NYP
4) Digital Media @ SP
5) Business Management @ NYP

But not confirmed yet. Will only finish my application tomorrow. Will find out more before submitting the "hope"

Well... I just wish I pass my police application.. I seriously don't mind being in SPF till I retire. CID.. =X Okay.. Maybe I'm dreaming... *slap myself* But its my first hope..

SPF > Poly > Chiong Shua.



Happen to hear this song by Kenji. And find the lyrics nice.. Yea..
街上的人成双，又成对，走直线。
一个人在回忆里想着你，绕圈，我被撕裂。。
一个人，不过情人节。