Often, people say life is unfair. Seriously, I wouldn't say life is unfair. What you have in life, is all based on your own commitment, your own effort. No one to blame for if you fail at something, or screwed up something. Hmm. I guess I shouldn't be saying my life sucks. After all my life haven't really really been through a downpour. All I've been through are just tiny little bits of water droplets in life. Hmm.

Seriously, we shouldn't be asking too much. No matter how hard it is in life, we should always think of it in a possitive way. Despite of the times I feel down, and feel that my life is completely pointless. I think about it again. Didn't I have most of the things I wanted? Once again, I said MOST. But not all, I guess. But what am I still missing in my life? Perhaps those are what that makes me incompletely.

Just like how I've always wanted to join the SPF. I've gotten the chance for selection, and interview. In the end I've received a letter saying that my application is not successful. But on the other hand, few days before that I've already received ANOTHER letter which says I'm getting into the SPF. Shouldn't I be greatful enough? Alrights. Although the two letters are different things. But afterall the direction is the same. Into SPF. Hmmm..

Often, you have one thing, while you doesn't have another. Instead of feeling upset of what you do not have, why not be happy of what you have?