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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Saturday, April 05, 2008
".enlistment."


I'M ENLISTED TO POLICE ACADEMY!!

应该开心,还是难过?我也不知道。这样也不是,那样也不是。。
The day is 8th of July.. Just 5 days after my birthday.

The difference about this is that I am serving NS for the SPF. And not SAF. Which means, my case is different from my brother's. Mine will just be 2 years, and the pay will be the same as serving army.. While my brother's is 5 years, pay is as a normal police officer. Well, for me, I would prefer mine to be like my brother's. While my parents were like saying mine is so much better.

Maybe its the salary that matters bahs. Cause if I were to sign on for 5 years, school fees for my private schooling will be so much easier.. While 2 years with the pay I'm gonna get, it won't be that easy I guess.. Well, at least it will be more relaxing in SPF. Whereas I get to work from Mon to Fri, off on Sat & Sun. OR, work 2 days off 1 day. Compared to army, Saturday book out sunday book in.

Well, either way I'm gonna get a bike license. Shhhh.... Cannot let my parents know... Well... I don't know about the rest... Enjoy while I can now bahs... At least I'm being TRUE to myself.