Well, actually this post is done before I even know the JPAE result.. Well. I can confidently say, my application to poly failed even before looking at the result. Muahahaha. Well... Hmmm.. Enjoy the last few months while I can bahs. Not going to die.. But going NS.. lol.! Some people stressing, while some people sleeping soundly. As for me? I'm so confused.. Why aren't I feel so, not sad? Maybe I've long expected the result to be like this.. Or maybe its so called "destiny"?

"You are smart, just that you are lazy." I bet many of you are sick of hearing this sentence. Me too. I ain't smart. If I am, I won't end u in ITE. Perhaps back then was really due to my laziness. But even now that I'm in ITE, although not having any failures in all the exams. But I still doesn't do well. I'm am very clear myself that I did put in effort in all the exams. But eventually disappointment is all I get. A blow yesterday (02/04) plus another blow I'm getting today (03/04). Lol. Seriously, I can't take it..

Even the smile on my face is put up on pretence. I miss primary school days, secondary school days.. I miss many things in the past.. But I guess looking forward is what I should be doing. But there's nothing in the future that's gonna make me look forward to. Surely people will say, "you'll never know.." Well, perhaps its 命中住定的吧。

Sometimes, a shoulder to lean on, can seriously make a difference...

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Yesterday is a forbidden past.. While tomorrow will be an unascertained future...