Today is madness man. JW and LF came my house in the afternoon. We were playing soccer game. Starting was still okay okay.. Nothing much. Until the later part I is shout until I no voice sia. Too exciting already. More exciting than watching a live match man.. Like wth... Heng today at home no people. If not sure tio kan one...

Well well.. Until at night is when I get really pissed off. My mother reach home jiu there say say say.. Its just this time I never wash the clothes then she say I lazy. Not once but twice. Like wtf. At the very least I washed all the dishes before she came home. I boil water everyday. Then where are the praising instead of just scoldings. Where are they? At least I know how to help a bit here and there. My brother wouldn't give a shit. Even no water is still won't give a fuck.

I am so god damn pissed. I really feel like tell my mother, "I help you wash dishes you bu jian de ni jiang wo guai." Seriously is feel so god damn fucked up. Its just so unfair. My brother wouldn't do anything at all, nothing is said. I did so much more, just once I never do I kena. What the FUCK. If like that from the beginning I shouldn't have started doing any household chores. I shouldn't.

Makes me so angry everytime I think about it. But still I have to keep it all inside. Why do parents always see the bad side of things and NEVER the good side. All one kind one. Everytime they go overseas, I would definitely call them and ask if everything is alright, what time will they be reaching home. Never once my brother did that. Never! But what's the point of being caring and concern. In the end?