Suddenly I felt myself being very heartless. I don't know. Maybe it still matters, maybe it doesn't. But that's not the point. The point is me. I don't know how to say. It's not that I don't give a damn, but it's just that I don't have the habit to do certain things, and thus I could just simply forget about things. I don't know what should I say to make it clear. But I know at least I should like say something even though it's in the past. But I just simply forgot. This may not be a very good excuse. But, if only this night came a month ago...

For a past that we once had.. A sincere sorry and happy one month belated birthday...

Guess everything has got it's first. Perhaps I should make it a habit to focus more on the people around me.. Hopefully she doesn't get to see this... If not I will feel damn pai say.. Sigh. Sorry for anyone whom I neglected in life.. I should be telling myself..
"No next time ya!"

*scribble*" I can't explain myself at all........." *scribble*