 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
".Sweetest Moment In Life." Its been a year since we broke off. I guess its been a pretty rough year for me. I don't know where should I start, nor what should I say, or even is it still worth the mention? Although there are ups and downs. But pretty much there's only the downside in life that I remember. I always tell myself, falling in love is easy, but getting up after a fall is hard. But I think this doesnt really applies to the people nowadays. Times have changed. Its not the long and lasting love that people are looking for now. Its the process of once having that's in the mindcep of people. Perhaps I should be living in the old times.. The time when there's everlasting. Well, even though I've picked myself up from a broken heart long ago, but I guess there are still many obstacles in life that I'm gonna face. Not in love life but more to my own personal life. At least that's a reason I could tell myself, "Hey, love isn't everything. Why bother about other responsibility when you can't even handle yourself?" Soon I'll be going to NS. Perhaps this two years that I'm gonna waste will make me realise more, grow up more, reorganise myself and prepare for my life up ahead. And of course I'll definitely be hoping for a better future. After all I'm still young isn't it? Apart from being sad over what's already gone. I guess I should be happy that I've learnt a lot in this lesson. Grew up a lot. Realise many things in love. And like how I always tell people. Losing makes way for perfection, making way for the better ones. Very true isn't it? At least to me. Many things in life just comes and go. While memories will stay with us as long as we live. Imagine myself sitting on a rocking chair with my head full of white hairs, thinking about all the memories that I have had. That should very much be the sweetest moment in life. |