![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
".bowl." Earlier in the morning woke up by my mother. -_-. But not really morning lahs. Think 12+. She came into my room don't know what see say. I 5+ then sleep blur blur one. Then just anyhow okok then go back sleep. lol.. Actually I plan to chiong COD4 from 2pm all the way till 9pm before having my dinner and watch tv. Skali Jun Wei call me at 6 plus tell me going play bowling with Melvin. I was like.. Oh no... I want to chiong my COD4 one. lol. But still I went lahs.. See Melvin one more time before he go NS next week. So last minute. Said to meet at 9pm while I only have 2 hours to prepare and have my dinner. Quickly go cut my own hair, bathe and everything and pretty much done at 845. So rush sia. Took a bus to whitesands before taking a slow walk to downtown there. The road to downtown tastes so sour, so lonely.. I bet the feeling would be engraved in my heart for as long as I could remember. A road filled with memories. Sometimes I really don't wish to think. But naturally it just comes out from nowhere. Just like a spear which seem to pierce through my heart.. Reach there then found out Wei Zong is there as well. Thought he won't be able to come out at such hour. As usual. I and him sit there until almost 10 before Jun Wei and Lin Feng knock off. Why I always go then must wait 1 hour for them to knock off ones? When they're supposed to end work at 9. lol.. Then before they come out Wei Zong and I is go to the bowling alley and put our name at waiting list. So many people sia.. By the time they knock off and met up with melvin. We're still just 4th from below of the list. When at first we couldn't even see my name on the list. And that's like 10+ already. Its funny when we meet Melvin. He was inside the toilet. So we went in and look for him. And I was like, "is that melvin?". He was peeing so I went to the "pee-ing thing" beside him and see. OMG. Really look like 蜡笔小新 sia. Face shape so similar and his eyebrow also thick thick one. Like primary school student cute cute type. lol.. Soon will be my turn... T_T Then we went to the bowling alley and waited for I think 10minutes bahs. 6,7th on the list. But the people in front of us run road already. If not I think we have to wait like 45minutes? lol. So long never bowl sia. The last time I bowl is with Hong Wei, Sadako and some friends at Marina South.. Think it's been like, a year or so? Why no me? Cause nobody take for me nor. So sad.. But I take for the purpose of blogging.. lol.. Okay.. The game quite fun. 1st game I was actually quite suck at it. Keep go inside drain. While 2nd game ended unexpectedly. Cause Jun Wei went to extend another game before we finish our 2 games. So Mel and I missed our 10th throw. But at 9th throw my score was 120. So sad cannot finish the 10th throw. On form lehs that time. T_T While 3rd game score was 104... Good game! Lin Feng majiam pro like that. Can spin ball one. LOL. But the pic above he went in lang kao. Bad timing... Haha.. And the whole arena is so damn noisy. Cause of some American and British group. They play bowling like I play COD like that. So many shouts here and there. Super high man.. Still got this man who wear a skeleton suit, and he even wave at Jun Wei. Think he want gay with Jun Wei. lol. ![]() ![]() ![]() Pics we took before sending Mel back to his chalet. And I just realised Mel is grabbing his balls! =O Okay lahs. Had fun today.. May be a long time before we could all meet up again. Will definitely miss the good times.. Slowly, Jun Wei, Wei Zong and I walk from the chalet side all the way back to the bus stop. I seem to be drunk at that moment. Now then I realise 7-UP can make people drunk one. Maybe just plain tired. I suppose? Then the three of us took cab home but in different directions. While I long pang Jun Wei's cab. Currently is so tired.. Can't think at all. The only thing I know is I wish to get myself drunk.. |