![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
".dentist." Woke up super early today. At least to me 915 is damn early. My ass only wakes up at 1, 2pm. Shag. Only managed to sleep 5 hours. Couldn't get to bed last night, so I went down to the floor and plan to sleep there through the night. But my mind just couldn't get to rest instead it's filled with many things I shouldn't be thinking... In the end I've climb back up to bed before I could sleep. Woke up and do my stuff before going off to the dentist.. The sound of the equipment just makes my heart pump even faster. Even though I'm just sitting outside waiting for my turn to come. Actually it took me only about 15 minutes and I'm done. Washed my teeth and fill one of the hole and that's all. But the washing part is damn pain lahs. Poke my gums. I sit on the chair like stone like that. Super stiff. Don't dare move a single bit if not later kena my gums. But nothing much lahs. Haha. As long as my tooth doesn't decay and rot. Hahaha. Rotted at home alone for the whole afternoon. Started making a new blog skin from scratch. And the end product is what you're seeing now. Not really satisfied. But maybe when idea struck me then I go do some changes. As for now, pretty tired.. But I doubt I can get to bed anytime earlier than 4am. Have been thinking a lot these few days. Always felt so dreaded at the end of the day... Sigh.. |