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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Monday, May 26, 2008
".sweet nightmare."


Again, today whole afternoon was playing COD4. These days keep sitting in front of the monitor and play and play and play for at least 5, 6 hours. Backache until don't like what. lol... At night took a bus to hougang to see doctor with my parents. Is went to see for my complexion. At first reach there only got 2 people. That was around 7pm. First time there. Got one zeh zeh or mei mei there. Don't know which one... Errrr~ Not my type.. Chey....

To my suprise the doctor quite young eh.. Think in the late 30s or early 40s bah. Okay. What he said are crap.. But anyway the moment I step out of the room my mother and I tio shock. Suddenly don't know from where the clinic is so pack with 20 over people. I was like, WTF? Went in is no people behind us. Come out is..... What the....

Well, after that quite dulan.. Shall not elaborate much. Took bus home and had dinner and continue play COD4. lol.. Wonder what will I be doing tonight.. Last night I had a bad night... Back was aching the whole time. Hard to sleep sio.. Then got bad dream. Although it's a sweet dream and nothing like a nightmare, but to me it ain't a good dream. Cause what happen in the dream will never come true in reality.. Maybe in the past, yes.. Such dream will come true.. Not now.... Haha.. I dare not think about the future..

It will take a lot a lot of courage for me to fall in love now... Period.

Gotta wake up early tomorrow to make a trip down to the dentist. Been like 2 years plus never visit any.. Last visit was in secondary school.. Hopefully nothing much needed to be done.. Scared sia.. lol... We shall see...