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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Cecelia ; Celeste ; Cynthia ; Hui Juan ; Jasney ; Jeslyn ; Juliana ; Jun Wei ; Michelle ; Raneses ; Rosanne ; Shu Jia ; Yu Ping ; Zhi Hui ;



Friday, June 27, 2008
".belief."






WE ARE GAYS!!! OMG.... JUST KIDDING!! I like girl ones. T_T


Damn! I didn't know I tio snap..


It's been a loong day. Or rather a long night. The supposed "farewell" dinner by SJ and HW was pushed till today since both of them were sick the previous time. Met up with Hong Wei at the interchange before walking to E!Hub. Well, not again. Dined at Pasta Mania before headed up for a short pool session. Wasn't really "in" for the idea of playing pool since I'm not in any mood for any games. For some strange reason. Played badly before I rush them off since I'm supposed to meet two of my friends..

Okay.. And omg, Apple is really tall sia. Didn't expect that. But anyway it's quite cold in the first place when we went Coffee Bean to slack. That's when I take out my tiny poker cards and suggested to play tai ti. At the same time trying to stir the atmosphere up. Damn shag. Having to keep talking and talking. Hahaha. We slacked from 8+ to around 10+ bahs. Before heading around to just take a few picture before time is clicking down for our movie.

Sent the two girls to the busstop and waited for bus with them before sending SJ to interchange. Although halfway only. As due to time constraints. Sorry about that. Before Hong Wei and I chop chop went back to E! Hub and meet Melvin, Jun Wei, Michelle and Hui Juan for movie. The movie was crap. We watched "You Don't Mess With The Zohan". I don't quite find it funny, but rather another lame show which is only worth watching over the internet. Hahaha.

After the movie we went to slack at Mac and Mel started sharing his life in Tekong for the past few weeks. Well, honestly I'm quite, you know, perhaps scared bahs. Since you guys know, I'm forever the emo and quiet kind. But afterall, it's still a stage every guy have to go through. I'll just have to do my best in everything.. Easy come easy go.

Shared a cab and reach home at around 330am. First time in my entire life I went out and reach home this late. Well, everything has got it's first time. Was actually having a bad stomach upset for the entire afternoon. Was rather alright during the night but it came again upon reaching home. Damn! Still gotta wake up at 830am later to prepare myself for another meet up with my brothers. Shall look forward to that since will be meeting Wei Zong as well. Maybe I'll just stay up for another 4 and a half hour before doing my stuff and go out again. Think at then I'll be rather jelly overall. But in the mean time, goodnight! Even though I may very much not be sleeping. Haha...

On a side note*
I'm rather emotional for the past days. I don't know. More and more feelings just starts to pile up one after another. Some feelings which I myself ain't sure whether they're true. Even if it is, think I'll just keep it deep within me..

过去的,就让它遺留在回忆理。现在的,就让它慢慢地化成思念。而我的未来,我只希望我能够真正地,相信。。

Need translation?

It's memories, where my past will be hidden within. Longing, is where my present belongs to. Believe, is all I truely yearn for, in my years to come..

Don't assume what it is. Cause it may not be what you're thinking. *Wink*
*points finger at SJ..*