![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
".shag." It's been 30 hours since my last sleep ended. Haven't caught any rest since yesterday. Was trying very hard to sleep last night but just couldn't. Only to find myself lying on the floor staring at the moon for like 1 hour? Before getting up and use the com, prepare and head out to meet the rest. Met Wei Zong and Jun Wei already, then take train to cathay. On the train Wei Zong is like sharing with us his NS thing. But I just couldn't give any comments rather then just keeping quiet. I don't know what's wrong with me lahs. Been so screwed since last night. I don't know why. Then we had lunch at Parklane with Melvin before watching "Wanted" at cathay. Then after lunch got this guy approach me, say what my face suitable to be model lahs, blahs blahs blahs then ask me go up to their office and maybe join them or something. The first sentence he asked was "are you local?". I was like, "huh? do I really look foreign or mix?" Seems like many people seem to think that I'm mix. People who don't know me lahs. But well, too bad. My complexion ain't good while it's only a week left before I'm going for NS. Well.. Although it WAS my dream to be a model, but maybe if there's a chance again 2 years later. I would bahs. So in the end I didn't went lahs. And as for the show, I don't quite get the show lahs, maybe cause I fell asleep while watching. So never really caught the storyline. Then after movie Mel went back already, then 3 of us took train back to psr.. Then I head home while JW and WZ went downtown east... Reached home at around 5plus, but will be going out later at 9plus to meet hong wei for my dinner and for his company to drink with me... |