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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Cecelia ; Celeste ; Cynthia ; Hui Juan ; Jasney ; Jeslyn ; Juliana ; Jun Wei ; Michelle ; Raneses ; Rosanne ; Shu Jia ; Yu Ping ; Zhi Hui ;



Friday, June 06, 2008
".tipsy."



Okay. This is for last night. When I emo-ing alone in the dark..

Okay.. Today.. Still wasn't feeling well. So didn't went to sent Melvin off. Sad sia. Nevertheless, stayed at home and rest lo. All the way until 7+ before heading to PSR and meet Hong Wei and Lin Feng. After that go Whitesands get my stuff before heading to Downtown. Meet Jun Wei there then go to Hong Wei's family chalet. Weird dey..

Then we sit down in one corner, antisocial one then play tai ti until 9+ then we go play pool. At first no table, so we sit outside planning to have some ice cream while waiting for a table. Its only after we order our ice cream then go empty table. Panic panic. Then Hong Wei and Lin Feng went in to play first while Jun Wei and I sitting outside gaying together with our ice cream.. -_-! Just kidding..

Played until 11+ before Hong Wei and I went cheers to get alcohol. Spent around 30+ on that. 6 cans tiger, 1 barcardi and 1 whisky. Then head back to play our pool. That's when the night really hit peak man. Too bad Lin Feng left. So left 3 of us. Hong Wei and Jun Wei team up against me. Actually last game already. In the end I won then Jun Wei not song then want another round. lol... And damn idiot. They copy my tactics to just slightly hit my own ball or hide the white ball behind my ball to prevent opponent from having an angle to hit his ball. Damn irritating.

I left only black ball to pocket in while they still have 3 solid balls. In the end one by one go in. Until they left 1 ball then I finish the game off. But it took damn long. While they keep trying block my angle of the black ball. -_-! One word: 贱.

Haha. Then we play until 12 plus before Jun Wei left to head home while the two of us head back to chalet. Went to cheers again to get some chips for the night. Then got this 2 guy ask me buy cig for them. I was like.. lol.. At first one of the guy was in queue in front of me, no IC. Then keep tell the person what, my wallet just now lost or something like that. I got buy before, while holding a pack in his hands. Obviously he's underage from his body language. How dumb. Having a pack of cig in your hands doesn't mean you're at legal age for purchase.

Heck care. Back to chalet. Quite boring at first. So we listen some songs from Hong Wei laptop. Then he start playing CS. So damn long never play. Totally can't shoot sia. Keep dying. lol.. Then talk cock sing song have some beer...



I think Hong Wei after finishing his Barcardi already quite... You know.. lol. He start talking crap and doing stupid things with his face so damn red and eyes majiam want drop out like that. Then he go take picture of me while I using his laptop. LOL. And why my head got wrap towel? Cause hair too long very gao way so put towel to make it up.




All the way 3am. 4am. 5am. Been playing CS and listen songs. While I admit my 5th can I already want "toh" already. I can't stand straight at all. And is so sleepy. And I think I got talk some nonsense back then. But never lost control of myself. Just keep talking and play CS. Haha. Then play play play I think 7+ I knock out already. Woke up at around 9+. So panic looking for my phone to see what time. If not later over the check out time I cannot wash my face and all before heading out..

Then we left at around 10+. Raining outside. But no choice gotta walk in the rain to take a bus home.. What a long night...