 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
".19."    蜡烛点了寂寞亮了。 19 years old.. I don't know what to say. Or rather, there's nothing for me to say. Eh, maybe I just thank everyone who wished me ah. So can majiam today very long post but actually is nothing significant. Alright. I wouldn't forget anyone who wished me on this very day.. Thanks to: ✖ Nuer, Zhi Hui 7 hours before 12 already wish me liaos. -__- How sweet! Remember my ice cream ah!! And no more songs and jigsaw from and with me soon liaos. Must miss papa oh! Haha. Take good care!! =) ✖ Jun Wei Thanks for the movie and drink ah!! But where's my cake? LOL. Just kidding. Don't watch too much porn. Viagra still out of stock? Go get some stocks lahs. Haha. Okay. Plain joking. Take good care ah!! Got time then winning eleven. And don't forget 297 rounds of bowling. =) All the best bud! ✖ Sister, Hong Wei You know lahs. At night then show you my "love". LOL.... Take care ah!! Must miss me. lol. =) Eh eh! And got gf must share lahs. I everytime got share you you no share. Think I don't know your pattern mehs. Wa piang. 6 years sisters like that one ah? So secretive, think I 3 years old ah!! zzZ... Okay lahs. Got gf dinner you treat liaos ah!! Haha. All the best. ✖ Lin Feng Walao. Where my present? LOL... Eh... Don't always pang seh people lahs. After I go left u all 3 nia. Take care of Jun Wei ah! You also take care!! And when I come out you better get your ass in front of me. You dare pang seh me for your soccer, I will shaff Jun Wei's head up your ass. lol. ✖ Sadako, Shu Jia Hmm... I know you good but I don't know what to say. LOL.. 谢谢。And where's my present? lol. Take care ah!! Don't emo so much. You're considered blessful. Be happy about it.. Swensen's and my custom tees ah. Don't forget. =) ✖ Hui Juan Thanks for the wishes and the "birthday cake". You owe me ice cream too! Cannot run one. Got time go find Jun Wei they all talk cock lahs. Since one by one will be busy soon no time meet liaos. Seize the day.. Take care ah!! =)  ✖ Cecelia Thanks for the birthday song. But sing real one can? lol. =) Take good care! Pay more attention to the people around you and yourself. Good luck and all the best for your "N". And remember to stay happy... =) ✖ Apple Thanks for the wishes and for setting alarm just to wake up to send the msg. And I not uncle hor! haha. Remember all that I've said ah. Need a listening ear, call 999 and see if I'm around a not. Haha. Just kidding lahs. Good luck and all the best for your "N" hur. =) Take care! And you know ah, don't anyhow give people your number lahs. LOL. I won't be around to tell you to heck care them liaos. lol. ✖ Evil Michelle Thank you!! And I grow up already. Don't call me didi liaos eh! Haha. Don't emo so much! What's meant to be will eventually meant to be. Take it easy and do take care!! =) Want drink call me ah. Provided I'm free and after my BMT. In the meantime, happy working!! =) ✖ Kelvin Thanks!! All the best and take care ah!! You can always find a better one. Don't worry. Goodluck and enjoy poly life!! =) ✖ Shen Han Thanks pal!! Enjoy your days in poly man!! NS is no fun. =( Hopefully we're meet sometime. =) Take care!! ✖ Juliana Thanks for the picture message. It's cute. All the best in studies ah! Take care!! =) ✖ Celeste I don't want become banglah! T_T Thanks you for your cursing as always.. lol.. If I really up lorry. Remember to cry for me like you said. And I will treat you eat curry chicken. Hahaha. Take care dey. =) ✖ Fyza Thanks for the wishes.. Long time no chat already. Do hit me up sometime. Take care and eat more!! =) ✖ Boon Kiat All the best for your final year! Thanks for the wishes and don't chao keng so much when go in eh!! Take care take care. Eat less ah!! =D ✖ Kar Yee Thanks for the LAST minute wish ah!! Grrr. See you around some day.. Take care!! =) ✖ 小欣 谢谢你! =)  Special Thanks to: ✖ Small Girl  Since you like to be last then I put you last lahs okay? But then hor, got people later than you lehs.. Don't understand why people nowadays like to last minute then wish. Fun ah. Last year also like that. No new le. Anyway. Thanks for everything that you've done. Sincerely appreciate everything! Remember what I said ah!! And don't you dare delete that msg. Better keep it until you old hag already still must keep!! And and next time use nicer photo of me can? ッ  Hmm, did I missed out anyone? Don't think so bahs? Don't have so many friends.. Haha.. Why I keep say take care lay? Cause going NS liaos what. Might as well shun bian say take care. Haha. That's about it. Just another normal day.. Well. And my mama told me this year is the only year for the past 19 years that both my chinese and english birthday falls on the same day. Which is very much today. And the next time that both dates will be the same will be in 19 years from now. When I'm 38. Haha. Not even sure whether I'm still around at then. Happy Birthday to Myself !! Insignificant: 人会长大，人会变。地球不会因我而停止转动。但如果结局是如此，我宁愿你把它给忘记。我不指望你会记得，也不希望你会忘记。我的希望，只是盼望有一天一切能重新来过，好让我不需要那么难过。其余难过，我宁可你记得忘记我。反正我的存在，早已不存在。。让我忘了所有，一个人重新来过。。 |