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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Friday, July 25, 2008
".Monsoon (Week 3)."


Day 11:
Damn! Had my IPPT today. And I failed it sia. Got 5 points for 2 station. But the next 3 is crap. 5 points for sit up and shuttle run. Standing Board Jump 2 points followed by 1 point from 2.4km run. While my pull up. Bullshit man. I can only pull up once. LOL... Big difference from when in ITE. Back then still can do like 10+, 11. Now? 1......... T_T Need to go for Remedial Training every tuesday and thursday night.. Sad sia.. Tsktsk.

After lunch is PDT lesson. 4 hours of PDT. Most hating lesson. 4 hours, at the end of the lesson hand will be full of bruises from handling the T-Baton. And physically worned out. Sad thing is that our PDT instructor have to leave us for I don't know is course or other work coverage. Well...

Day 12:
Today's flag raising is very different from other day's. Why? It's the first time in my life I've seen such a drastic change right before my eyes. 6 plus am in the morning, while the sky is dimly lighted by the moon, not yet the sun. And from the right hand side. Dark clouds slowly approaches. Seconds by seconds it slowly eats up the dimly lighted sky and the whole parade square seems as though its 9 in the night. Everything happened within a few minutes while the wind is blowing strongly. Soon before I knew it, the whole sky within my range of view is covered by dark and ferocious clouds. I don't know how to explain the sighting. But it's damn spectacular.

Never mind. After that is PT and after breakfast was PSOC. First PSOC lesson. It's quite fun but damn tiring. First obstacle is the green color fencing you see along the road. Must jump over it. Follow by pipe line. I think it's around 3 metres above ground. Must walk on top of it while balancing. Slip then gg liaos. Then still got a lot lahs. Can't remember. Can't imagine having to go through all the course in full u with FBO on. Which means with the revolver, walkie talkie, handcuff and T-baton on. And 5:30 is the passing time. But looking forward to that. Haha.. And the day is follow by lecture after lecture. Boring!

Day: 13
Nothing much today. It's PT follow by lecture after lecture. But today the senior batch POP already. T_T sad sia.. See people POP then ownself still stuck here. But well, they been there done that too. But was just wondering whether would there anyone who'd come for my POP.. Tsktsk. Hopefully....

Day 14:
It's a very bad day I should say. Just early in the morning I got myself injured. During PT we practising on our jumping. We were at the stadium. While stadium got those bench to sit one wad. Our Instructor is want us to jump from the first seat to the third seat then the fifth seat and so on. Jump many rounds all shag already. Then I lost my step and hit the edge of the bench with direct impact on my shin. Leaving my shin bruised and swollen and uneven. But I carried on with the training till the day breaks..

Day 15:
Hohoho! Going book out today loh!! Morning got PT and swimming. While my leg still hurt very badly. I planned to fall out. But in the end I still went on with the training. Bearing the pain I'm having on my shin. It's just PT and swimming I have to bear through. The rest are just lectures. So I just go ahead with it. Moreover today book out day. Can't be bothered so much. Just hope the time will pass as fast as possible.

1820 then we're released. I waited for the shuttle bus to CCK. It took quite long. I reach CCK at around 1850. Then slowly make my way to the MRT and head towards Khatib. Quite foreign to the place. Basically, I live in East duh... It's kinda uneasy wearing the uniform at outside. People will tend to keep their eyes on you. Simply because of the badge. Well... Supposingly I should be alighting at Khatib MRT. But instead I landed up in AMK.

Mother going to malaysia with aunties, so she's at AMK auntie house since afternoon. While it's only during the weekends I can see her, so I don't want to not be able to see her this week. So I quickly increase my steps and rush down to my auntie house. Giving her a surprise. Reached there at around 1930. Saw my mama, auntie uncle cousin and my 2 lil nephews. And left the place at 8. After I left my mother and auntie were standing at the kitchen window waving at me while I cross the road to take bus. As my auntie kitchen there can see the main road and busstop across. Until I board the bus then they left the window.

I seriously felt so sad... One week once but I can only see mama for a while.. Tsktsk.. I'm a mama boy. I don't deny. Simply because I love my family.. I took 22 until auntie old house serangoon there and took 53 all the way back to PSR. I reach home at around 2035. Took a short bath and left house leaving my dinner halfway eaten. Met HW at my house downstairs and cab down to E!Hub and meet JW. As the show starting at 2115.

Watched Dark Knight. The show.. Hmmm. Not bad lahs. Not as draggy as the first one. Starting a lot action already. But then I don't quite understand the show. Mainly cause I fall alseep a few times inside. Can't help it. Too shag. lol.. After movie then bus home and SLEEP.

Conclusion:
Seriously I don't like the majority of my squad mates. First, bunchs of fuckers. Only know how to talk and say people. Two, beh kan. A little bit then chao keng. Three, think they very big fuck. *SNEEEEEZE* Allergic to fuckers.