![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, August 01, 2008
".Week 4." Day 16: Yawns.. Another long week ahead.. Had an inspection first thing in the morning after flag raising.. But never tio anything. My uniform sui sui ones.. After that is PT, then lesson, lesson and evening PT again. Crap right? Got 2 PT in a day. Want us die sia... Day 17: Drill lesson in the morning. Followed by swimming. Seriously I hate the swimming instructor. Nothing wrong one eh. But they die die purposely want to find the slightest fault to punish the whole squad. And the time we kena punish plus warm up is more than the time we have in the water. zzz. After that is lecture. Followed by PDT. Today PDT is by far the most fun one. One tactic we learned is "Power Draw". How to efficiently draw the T-Baton, fast. Then we had a game lahs. 1 vs 1. See who draw the Baton faster. Loser out. Winner will vs another winner until the last man standing.. Guess what.. Out of 36 people present for that session. I was the last one standing. I drew the T-Baton fastest in the squad. Hahahahhahaha. But damn exciting eh. The last 2 was me and another malay guy. 3 rounds. The first who won two rounds wins. The first round was a draw.. Then in the end I emerge victory. =D For anyone who don't know what is a T-Baton. It looks like this.. Seriously not easy to use. But it can be very fun once you get the hang of the tactics.. ![]()
Day 18: Early in the morning today have swimming again. It's supposed to be PT lesson but it was swapped by our instructor. Damn tiring. Yesterday swimming today swimming again. It's not due to the fact that we swim a lot or what. It's cause we always kena pump until totally very shag.. But today is the first lesson after so many lesson we get to really swim... But well.. I don't like to swim. Lecture... Lecture.. PT.. Today PT quite fun also. First time our new instructor taking us for PT.. Yeah. Our original instructor not teaching us anymore due to other commitments. Sad sia. Just a month and we have to change instructor. As our original instructor is seriously the more, better ones there. Compared to so many instructors there. At least he won't fuck us upside down like how the other instructor does. But anyway... The PT was tiring but fun... Maybe because used to the trainings there. So it was like.. No kick... And tonight was quite a fucked up one. 2245 hours. Lights off already. I was listening to my mp3 falling asleep soon. In the end my squad members come knocking on my bunk door and say fall in in our PT attire. I was like. WTF.. At this hour! The whole company was asked to fall in. Cause of a bunch of mofos from my squad, another room. After lights off still make so much noise, then kena caught by our coy commander. Which pull the whole company down into night punishment/PT. Fucked up right. This fucking room people always pull the whole squad down. Fall in everytime take their own fucking sweet time to do so. Then act majiam big fuck one is them. Ask people fall in still sit down there one is them. Fucking shit. Seriously if not in ns. I surely fuck them upside down man. And it's not just me who buay song them... Few of my close squad mates also got history with them in just this one month. But I just bear with it... Just 2 more months and fuck off... But actually before that 8plus. I was telling my friend. I got a very bad feeling. Intuition... But never did I expect that to be some sort of punishment. Chey. Day 19: PT. Drill. Lecture. PDT. Remedial Training. Today PDT also quite fun. One move we learn is how to throw your suspect when you're kena strangled. Then my buddy was like 70+ 80kg. While I'm just 55kg. And yet I have to throw him up and slam him on the floor. While he did the same to me too. Kena slam on the floor don't know how many times. LoL. But fun sia. Then I made some mistake while slamming him. Then my instructor take those rubber rubber baton whack me. Pain sia. LOL.. But then seriously not easy eh!! My buddy so fucking heavy.. TMD. Next time I must find someone my size, if not I lugi sia.. Haha.. Day 20: Early morning Drill session kena fucked by instructor upside down already. Seriously my squad not united.. It's full of vengence.. But still... Our original and current instructor still sees the potential in us being the best squad... But well... I don't think it's possible.. After drill was PT lesson and self introduction.. New instructor what. So he need to get to know us better so have to self intro. After that was lecture... Then clean up barrack then lecture again.. And my squad really cannot make it. Full of chao kengers. Especially the one in my bunk. Fucking pussy. Still say from SG water polo team. Crap. All he think about is chao keng, slack, eat and talk to his gf.. Degree holder some more. The one and only extra one. My squad is all ITE or O level cert one. Only him degree. Seriously, high in IQ but fucked up at EQ. Study so much don't know for what. My bunk all don't like him. Super self centered. Fucking idiot. Then bunk cleaning right. The muslims go for prayers. Then my bunk left 4 chinese. Me, my good buddy, the fucking pussy I just mentioned above and another one, the so called "chinaman". He typically look like those old old china people. And he is fucking skinny. Think my arms equivalent to his leg sia. And 4 of us supposed to clean the bunk. In the end is only my buddy and I do the most. Like wtf. The chinaman is keep walk here walk there don't know what he doing. Then the other pussy is only keep his head near the phone talking to his gf. Like what the fuck lorz.. Every week also like that eh. 4 people job become only 2 people doing. Then the "chinaman" is really a cockster. Fucking cock. Squad formation he should be stand diaganally right of me. Then everytime fall in he anyhow stand one eh. Even I was standing right in front of him he still move to my left when he's supposed to be on my right. Fucking cock sia.. Hais.. But anyway.. Today is walk out day. But too bad. I can't go home as per normal. 6pm book out. Cause our intake, 132th intake. All have to go Jalan Basar stadium watch the match between Home United and SAF FC. And only till the presence of this "excursion" then I know actually Home United part of Home Team. lol. I think it was just a random team all along... lol. Okay lahs. The match quite exciting and the atmostphere quite high. And we won 2:1 at the end.. But then I seriously wasn't feeling well lahs. Just can't wait to get home asap. The match only ended at 2130. Then with a few of my squad mates we walk to Lavender take MRT. Then on the way I went the 7-11 nearby the MRT to get some drinks. Then very funny eh. The counter lady look at my friend and I majiam we just go call chicken like that. Like wtf. we go there see soccer match eh. WTH she thinking. -____-! Then after that took the train slowly, dragging myself back to psr. With one squad mate who stay at psr also. Was really fucking shag and feverish. While only managed to reach home at 2245. But good news is that my PS3 is back! And it's a brand new set. They did a one to one exchange. So all my stuff is gone. T_T And my movie inside also gone. T_T But never mind lahs. Now that I can play game again. Hahaha.... And think next week will most likely be a very relax week. Friday book out early cause of national day. And next week everyday afternoon is going to the range for live firing. Only morning is PT, Drill and etc. Hoho! Excited sia! =D |