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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Friday, August 29, 2008
".discharge."


Day 37: Wednesday
Don't know what's wrong with me. Morning I wake up quite okay. Then ate my medicine. Went down for water parade. Felt giddy and nauseous halfway through. So I quickly went up and eat something after the water parade. But still felt the same. So I went to the toilet and stand in front of the basin. First time vomit out the bread I just ate, followed by the water I drank. Then my indian friend who speaks malay very funny. He was beside me doing his shaving. Then he kena shock when I vomit. LOL. Then was like "eh jeff okay not?" keep repeating the same thing.. He's a blardy joker lahs in my bunk.

After that is PT.. By then I feel quit okay already lahs. PT was like, no kick eh seriously. Maybe it's been like a week since I last do PT. Ran 6 rounds with intervals in between to do push up, crunches and jumping jacks and blah blah blah lahs. Did like 120 crunches, like wtf? But still not so bad lahs. Follow by drills after that. Drills is like, shit lahs, Light Duty so long + MC.. Need some time to refresh my memory. But I realise I cannot ke belakang pusing(180degree turn) already. Cannot stand firm with my right leg. My shin injury seems to be getting worst. Now it hurts even when I wear boots. Sigh...

Lesson... Drill...

Day 38:
Morning PT, then by right today is the drill test for the first group. But due to the heavy downpour the test has been delay until like 9+ 10. But halfway through it rained heavily again. So the test have to be postponed. lol. Lesson, then in the afternoon was PT lesson actually but it's changed to drill test. But not for me lahs. I group 2. Haha.. Wet day...


Day 39: Walk-Out Day
Tsktsk. Today is my drill test. Right after the flag raising. 37 so pretty much I'm the last few.. It's hard lahs seriously to march with my right leg being like glass.. And I was so freaking kan cheong. Like, first time commanding loh.. I went up. Balls want drop. lol. But I think I faired pretty fugged lahs. Think I should fail.. Not sure about the results yet. But think I'm preparing for retest already. T_T After the test was swimming lesson.

Swimming was kinda light because, we just had breakfast. So won't kena pump. Hahahha. Cat C1 and C2. C2 is don't know swim one. C1 is know how to swim one. So I is C1. Then was once AGAIN, ask to swim 10 laps. T_T First lap still okok.. Second lap I one leg on the lorry already.. Third one I can say I up lorry already. Totally peng-ed. But still finish until 6/7 laps before having to dismiss from lesson. Don't know why so shag...

Then one hour of lesson, lunch and 5 hours plus to slack before booking out. Malay prayers until 2. Then muslim talk about the fasting stuff at 3. So lesson cancel. So those non-muslim is rot from 12 to 530. Good ah?

Reach home and knocked out at 11. Mood wasn't good at all since daybreak. Partly due to my drill test. Mainly due to two other stuff..... Sigh.


*Next week PSOC test. I think I will have phobia on the first course. Hit my shin one time, think this time balls shrink already. Hope can pass? Monday is trial and wed is the real test. While thursday from morning 7am all the way till 6pm is PDT. Oh fuck. That's hell. 10 hours of PDT. T_T