![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, August 15, 2008
".Week 6." Day 26: Tuesday Seriously is damn boring. Every first day of the week also got uniform inspection. Yawns.. After inspection was PT. After PT was a short "lesson". More of admin stuff. Before we went for a heritage tour around Singapore. Boring. But at least can go out slack slack eh. We went to a Mosque in Bishan. St Peter and Paul Cathedral opposite my dream school, NAFA, Hindu Temple in chinatown and Chinese temple in chinatown. Of cause. I'm more interested with the chinese temple section. I'm a chinese. What more? lol... At least I learnt something there which I find it meaningful and true. Desire is the cause of suffering. Without desires, man kind would not suffer. Jealousy, greed, wants etc etc. If human can be satisfied with what god have given to them and not ask for more. This world would be a peaceful one, a happy one.. But it's impossible. This is life... Well... Back to camp at 7+pm. one quarter day outside camp. =D Day 27: PT > Drill > Lesson > Lesson Day 28: PT > Racial Harmony Talk > PDT Today night fun lahs. Those C1L9 squad passing out. Then they were asked to stand in the middle of the coy then everyone stand outside our bunk with our water bottles. Damn stupid lahs. I go take my 2 1.5 litre bottle. Then some take pail.. Then got one instructor take water hose. lol... When start to throw the water damn chaotic lahs. I 2nd floor then those at 3rd and 4th their water majiam water fall like that. Then we totally wet also lahs. Then still got my idiot bunk mates outside the floor there slide here slide there. Damn stupid. But fun lahs.. lol.. Then today got sharing session. Rather a creepy one lahs. Cause this week very happening lahs. On the first night we book in.. We heard a scream. Then A block say the sound is travel from E coy to our coy. Then B block say the the sound is from C to D coy. Damn creepy lahs. Then still got 3, 4 am some people heart like cat crying, then hear carefully not cat then hear more carefully.. Is something else...... Then still got one. Super scary one lahs. Happened in our Coy IC bunk. One of the instructor also saw lahs. Like what the fuck? Hear already hair will stand sia.. But I'm not going to say much lahs.... lol.. Not a place for all these.. haha. But damn happening lahs seriously.. Tsktsk. Day 29: PT > Soccer match between SPF and Brunei PF. I was there sun tanning instead, while watching the match. lol. After that was lesson, lunch, lesson, bunk cleaning, book out!! Shared a cab home with one of my bunk mates. So reach home at around 7plus. Hahaha. But wallet one hole.. T_T. That's all for this week bahs. Nothing much. But it's been since the 2nd week of enlistment that my whole body is aching.. Cause of the final IPPT next week.. Our instructor keep pushing us.. Yawns.. Think I will fail my IPPT one lahs. Who ask me injured my wrist during the 2 weeks of confinement? Now I can't do pull up... Like, wth... Tsktsk. And we're supposed to choose our vocation. And because of my IPPT... Hais... I want to go MRT Unit. Special Operation Commands.. Requirement is 1st class shooting and minimum silver for IPPT. I got marksman for shooting, but IPPT...? Tsktsk... Fuck!! Think I will kena posted to Staff Assistant. 8 to 5 everyday.. lmao.. Sad, but what to do? |