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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Friday, August 22, 2008
".Week 7."


Day 30:
Boring day..... Prepare for IPPT... Drill... OC MC so rot in class..... That's all.. lol... But during class was.. Fucked lahs. Cause we're late for class even though we're released 1 hour plus before class.. Kena fucked deep deep lahs.. Well.. My squad is seriously fucked..

Day 31:
Today morning.. Is our final IPPT... Well.. Fall in that time I was actually sleeping.. Until all the instuctor come then I wake up. But never kena fucked. lol.. Alright. Was actually very nervous about this thingy ah. My first station was Shuttle Run... I came in 9.6 seconds.. Improved by 0.1 seconds from my first IPPT. Then second one was the killer.. Pull up... From 1 time to 6 times I did.. PASSED! Damn happy lahs. If not for my wrist.. I think I won't have to be there struggling at this station. Then standing board jump then sit up.. Then 2.4.. Strange about 2.4. First 2 rounds I was still breathing through my nose constantly.. Only at 3rd round then I started inhale from nose and exhale from mouth... While my timing was 11:03. I improved by a flat 1:30 minutes. Like wtf? I myself shocked. My first IPPT I came in at 12:33. Well well... Relived for sure.. 10% out of 100% (75% to be able to pass out).

As for today.. I think it's the happiest day and the worst day of my entire 7 weeks of HTA life.. Happy, because I passed my IPPT. Worst? Is because we've been treated like dogs! Motherfucking dogs. Because of some conflicts among my squad.. And kena bao toh... We're called down to our company line.. And kena fucked deep deep.. We stayed in push up position for a good 45 minutes plus plus. Did around 100 push up in that period.. Crawled like a dog to the toilet to fill up our water bottles.. Poured the water on ourselves. Kena throw by packet drinks.. Kena throw by cakes... Well.. I don't know how to say.. All the other instuctors in our coy were like "what happened what happened..?"

Think we're the first squad in history that kena throw by packet drinks, cakes, plastic full of rubbish, pringles, crawl like dog to toilet fill up our bottles to pour on ourselves.. From this moment onwards.. I can say the whole squad hate our instructor. As for me, I wouldn't say I hate him... I would just say I don't like the way he do things.. Although many people in my squad were like planning to report to the high ranks one about our instructor, guess only me am the only one trying to defend the instructor. It's like, he's going ORD soon, don't wanna be so evil to like, you know, affect his ORD.. Although he degrade us, but well.... It's part and parcel of NS.. Although not in SPF, but SAF is like that what.. So I'm still positive about it lahs... Well...

Day 32:
Swimming lesson in the morning.. While PSOC latter. Seriously after swimming is damn shag already. Then PSOC + aches from yesterday's IPPT = totally burned. Group by group.. We go through the course.. I'm from the last group.. Follow by register number lahs. Starting have to run around 400m to the first obstacles.. By the time reach the obstacles already want peng already.. But I'm still at a normal pace reaching the first obstacle which is the metal fencing on those road dividers. The one with sharp edges on top green color one... Prevent people from jaywalking ones.. Then I was behind one of my squad mates.. I already set sui sui my steps already then he suddenly jam break.. Fuck! I jam also then lost my momentum then I jump over.. Lost my jump and my shin directly hit the metal fence.. Not again? I injured my old injury which have yet to recover. My shin is like, swollen ah.. Limping back to the ending point with the help of my squad mate.. Is really buay tahan.. At the same time fucking dulan cause I couldn't complete the course.

All the way I limp back to my bunk. Put some ice over it, and it hurts so badly that I went to see doctor.. The MO very funny ah.. He ask me how many days of Light Duty I want then I say until thursday will do. Then he ask me whether I'm jokiing and he just give me 7 days of Light Duty until Next Tuesday. I was like, wtf? I still got PDT test coming up real soon and drill test next week.. And I want keep clean record one eh. TMD.. Then today PDT I sit one corner rotting like hell for 4 hours... Tsk...

Day 33:
Early in the morning 7 am, PDT... Sit one corner rot for another 5 hours. Tsk... Lunch > Lesson > Drill... Drill also I sit at the grand stand trying to sleep without getting noticed.. lol.. Poor thing eh?

Day 34:
Morning PDT again. But this time I carry on with the lesson despite the pain.. But it's the last few lesson before our test already. I don't want to fail my test.. If not I cannot go NPCO.. So I went for it.. Bear with the pain till the end... But today is some handcuff tactics. First time in my life I kena handcuffed. lol.. Fun lahs.. With 2 of my good friends.. But during the lesson I was playful lahs. I try to steal my friend's T-Baton.. Then he very like, kan cheong lahs when he felt somebody pulling his baton then he just raise his hand and elbow me.. Kena my lips and immediately swollen and bleed. lol.. Funny lahs him... 2nd time sia. He was the one who jam break during the PSOC and cause me to lose my momentum and hit my shin. Then now elbow my lips.. lol... Asshole.. Hahah.. After that is lunch already.. Until 230 then lesson then 4 barrack cleaning then 615 go home loh..

Reach home at 730 then meet hong wei at 830 at whitesands go walk walk.. I bring $100 note out come back left a blue note only.. Sad sia. T_T Bought my sun tanning spray, face scrup and usb cable for my charger... Enough to get broked... Yawns.. It's friday...