Times change.. Ever since Ashton popped out, my father have been a 24孝外公。But at the same time, it seems to me that Ashton plays a bigger part now, compared to us.. And my parents quarrelled over the fact about whether or not to go over and see Ashton.. Plan was to go bird park, which naturally means they would not be home that early. But my mother doesn't want to go and want to stay behind and get dinner for us. While my father is of cause, siding them instead of my mother..

Last time no matter what my father will definitely think about us first... Now, I don't know.. What he said to my mother was we are old enough to be independent. But that's NOT the point. I don't care whether they do so or not. What I'm more concerned about is some attention! I'm old enough, yeah, but doesn't mean I don't need anymore attention from them. I was very upset when I hear them quarrelling about such thing.. Just felt like leaving home for camp asap..

Have they even consider how I feel, when they are quarrelling in front of me. Everything they say to each other, it's not like as though I'm deaf! And parents going Malaysia next friday night......

What the fuck is wrong....