 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
".pain!!." I'm hungry.. But I don't wanna eat.. Because my throat is painful until I shiver everytime I swallow my saliva.. That's how bad it is.. Never slept much last night. I was tired, but my throat just doesn't allow me to sleep.. Woke up several times in the night doing nothing. And woke up when my alarm rang at 740. I remembered also waking up at 5:00am sharp. Cause my watch alarm rang at the same time. It's a painful and wet night. Cause my saliva keep running out from my mouth. LOL.. T_T Woke up having the disablity to even talk. Quietly go bathe and everything wait for mother then go see doctor.. Reach there around 840 and reach home around 930. Fast eh.. Spent 72 in total.. For my face and throat. Then the doctor help me press the small small comodones. Now my face red again. OMG.. How to go out later like that!? Then return 100 bucks to my parents yesterday for the skin peeling stuff they help me get. This month pay also don't left much liaos. T_T Start feeling the pinch when have to fork up all the expenses myself.. Then next month have to buy supplements for my mother and I.. Pay also burnt.. Hope and think the following month will be better.. T_T Met mel, zong and wei at E!Hub. Supposed to meet em at 1. But I 2 then reach. Hahaha.. Don't know why eh, so many people are saying I botak look nicer.. T_T Like wth. I last time spent so much time, effort and cash on my hair but like go down drain like that.. Never mind.. Then we went Gelera ah. Or something like that.. Eat ice cream. Cause I have the sudden crave to have some.. So I order this! Chocolate duno what sundae lahs. $9.80 sia.. Just can't resist the temptation even though my throat hurt so badly.. Too long never eat ice cream. Can't help it. T_T And my phone camera resolution big until I cannot upload to my blog, still must resize.. Irritatin sia. After eating was movie time! Watched Bangkok Dangerous.. Never watch the Original Thai version of the movie. But this ang moh one is good! Maybe cause I like Nicholas Cage. O.O I not gay.. But the story is good.. Not much fancy action stuff though... But nice is all I can say.. After that then go home liaos...  Supposed to go sister's house see ashton but in end they going out. So have to stay home tonight liaos. Later got soccer match at 745pm. Then 10pm got show S.W.A.T. Very nice show.. Maybe cause my dream is to be in the S.T.A.R team. Our STAR team is Equivalent to the SWAT team in the US. But I not fit enough lahs. Hahahas.. Dream can lahs. More than that is fat dream. |