There's always a period of downtime, after a moment of happiness. Yeah.. If that's the case, I'd rather not be happy in the first place and be what I used to. Although there isn't a start and yet to have an end.. But I think I know there wouldn't be any results.. So I shouldn't even be bothered by now. I gave up long ago, but the tiny little presence, just revoked all the memories that I have had, the "little" insignificant effort that I've put in..

I've been driven crazy even without slotting the key in, without even opening the car door. All I need is just a little help with the opening of the door. It doesn't matter who's in the car, as long as I have a chance to be in it as well. Well, 6 months.. Don't keep me waiting... Cause I wouldn't want to.. But I know I can't help myself with that.. But what's with all the grumbling about here?

Just, a lil' attention...
Well.. Just, Fuck it..