![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, October 31, 2008
".special operation commands." Ahhh. Just came back from SOC camp.. Like shag man. I reached HTA about 730 when we're supposed to reach by 830. Like cock right? But my friend is sibeh tan jiak.. 7 already reach outside. Like wtf. Then fall in at Multi Purpose Hall and wait until got people come attend to us. Like can't they show us a different pattern instead of waiting all day long? We sat there for like 3 freaking hours before somebody come and attend to us. Only then we're transported to SOC camp in the SOC red bus, also known as the "ang chia". Like, although the bus is damn "lok kok" but is damn "sart" la. You know how many people can get to sit the red vehicle? Don't say SOC people lahs. Seriously it's damn happening lahs.. Reach there until lunch time is do some paperwork before going for lunch. The "cafe" also bo way kong one. Damn LOTS of variety of stuff to eat. Like so many until I don't know what to eat. Regret not going out of camp to eat. Cock eh. But heck lahs, Mess food in HTA is even worst. So bo way kong. Haha. Get my warrant card already. Damn fast ah.. Cause our training I also bo way kong lahs. Next 2 weeks will be going for attachment at NPC. For me will be going to Bedok HQ. So at least I got chance to experience the life of a NPCO. Hopefully let me tio many case, see dead body lahs, theif lahs, incompliance subject, all those happening shit lahs. I don't mind lahs to be frank. I will be more than happy to gain more experience. If not my report I don't know what to write. Only 2 weeks of attachment, if never tio case I really teh lan pah. I go back SOC camp can do "superman" push up. I also don't know what's that. Sounds scary. o.O After 2 weeks of attachment THEN will start proper MRT unit training for 3 weeks. Before going out on ground to patrol. Everything ends about 530 before walking to Commonwealth MRT and take the train alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way back to Pasir Ris. 20 stops exactly. Wondering how am I going to report to work next time by 7am for morning shift. Will cry... T_T 2 Morning shift 2 Afternoon shift 2 days off. SHAG~!! Alright.. Parents will be leaving for Malaysia later.. Tsktsk. |