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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Monday, November 17, 2008
".Day 1."


Time to head back to SOC camp. Reached damn early at 720. When we only report at 815. damn kiasu lahs. But my father is scared traffic jam so send me there earlier. Rot lo.

Alrights.. SOC. Is not a place to joke around in. We just fall in not long, whole unit kena tekan already. Shall not elaborate much lahs. Since I also got pinned point for a mistake back in Tampines NPC. But well, my performance was good so I wasn't being reprimanded much I supposed.

Then all the way do some admin stuff and take uniform and drills. The uniform is nice but the shirt very weird. Size 4 damn small for me but size 5 sleeve too big for me. So no choice have to go alter..

As for the drills. Its even worst. Back in HTA its all malay command. Now in SOC, its in English. Can't get used to it lah seriously..

Then take uniform until 1750 then go back change and prepare to leave. But suay kuan, everytime in charge sure sibeh loso one. KAN! Drag drag drag until 630 then let us go. Ma de.

Hai my ns buddy waiting outside for me for like 45 minutes. Well at least he same camp as me although different unit. He poor thing lahs him. Just got partial color blind then cannot go ground patrol. Can only stay in office that kind. If not he should be in his desired coast guard now.

Back to topic.. Reach home at 8.. By right should be later but well. Got a free ride home. Keke. Tomorrow is the start of hell.

Its nothing but I'm just mentally tired because of some strange reasons..