 info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
".莫名的矛盾."
Slept at 4am last night. I'm certain that there's really something strange that's going on inside me. 有一种莫名的矛盾。。 O.o Don't think you know what I'm thinking.. Because what I'm thinking is something you'll never ever thought of.. I swear. I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.. Evening.. I met Hong Wei at whitesands. Cause he doing project with one of his friend, so ask me along when I jio him go running yesterday. So we went to mac and have dinner, while I sit there rot for an hour plus when he's doing his stuff lahs. We left around 8 plus and took a walk to downtown east. Then we went coffee bean and slack. Yesterday I went Starbucks, today coffee bean, tomorrow? Kopitiam. lol. Couldn't get to bed cause of the coffee yesterday, but I guess today coffee or tea I should knock out easily. Cause I'm tired.. We were sitting there and slacking. He's playing PSP while I play CS on his laptop. Then talk cock a bit, before we walk home from downtown east.. Think tomorrow will be going E!Hub again. Meeting wei zong and jun wei for movie before they book in.. Long time never see them... Never had much time to rest this weekend.. Although I've spent it fruitfully, but hopefully I'll be able to withstand the coming week's hell training. I really mean, hell.. Yeah, words don't come easily. Perhaps it's true that I'm strange tonight. For some strange reason? I don't wanna be said to be untruthful, unsincere. I don't wish to be doubt. Perhaps it'll be better that I don't say a thing.. As long as I know how I really feel... |