![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Monday, November 24, 2008
".ic." Monday blues again! Suay thing is, today I IC for the squad.. First time lahs, back in Tracom also never kena me. T_T Then report wrong strength then down 20 give him. Aiya. No kick. =p Alrights lahs. Command all those I know lahs... So not so bad... Mornining exercise, breakfast, lesson, then lunch. Damn kuku lahs during lunch. Got these media people who are doing the new recruitment commercial, then ask us to let them take a few picture then send for selection.. Then say what cause we'll look good on tv or something lahs. But I zhao lahs. LOL. I was among the 3 kena called to go. Then the other 2 also zhao. But in the end we still went back. That fella complain to our instructor then LL lorz, all go back let them shoot. -____-! Then the camera man damn cock lahs. Say what "you got a very nice smile", then what "you can be a star". Feel like ask him fuck off lahs. Yeah, be model my dream but that's like 100 years ago.. Times pass, season change.. Most importantly, human changes. You look like shit now doesn't mean it'll be the same for the future. But I'm just the opposite lahs. T_T Then after the shoot went back for lesson until 4+. Keep falling asleep in class. But heng never kena spotted even though I sit first row. lol. Can't help it, slept at 2 last night.. After lesson was PT time.. WOOOT~!! Happy sia! Can do PT.. #*(@!&#(!@#!@#*(&!@ Today's most tiring so far.. But there's still more to come.. Then my squad mates wanna share cab, so okay loh. Reach home at 8 then go cut my hair. Left 2 more weeks only still don't let our hair grow. That's the life of a trainee. Follow or you'll get your ass tear.. Well.... At least monday's past... |