![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
".esplanade." Well... Training was as per normal today. Nothing happening. After training went to meet my girl. Met her at city hall then we anyhow walk lahs. Supposed to go Esplanade slack but it's raining. So no choice... Seriously time isn't in my flavor for the past months. If have time, really wish to be able to slowly walk around, see things, shop and everything.. Well.. Tired of my life.. What my sir said is true.. If have the ability.. Rather migrate to other country, compared to living a stressful life in singapore when everything is moving so fast... Just a pause and you're #@!&#) steps behind the rest. Take Australia for an example. All their shops closes at 5,6 pm. Where in Singapore can you see such things? It's rare.! Well.. Life as it is.. Alright, back to topic. After the rain stopped, we went ahead with our plan to slack at Esplanade. Very long never go there also.. Sightings are really different now.. Think the last time I went was like? Half a year ago? Around there I guess... Then we left at around 2140.. By then I was already worned out... As always.. I was all silent when I'm tired.. Slowly walk back to city hall, took a train back to tampines.. Before sending her home by foot.. It was a looooooooong walk.. But it's okay lahs.. Cabbed home after sending her home, not again? I'm broke. T_T This month very jia lad... Last month pay very little plus training have to eat ourselves. Soon I'll be eating air.. Good thing about it is, ITS FREE! K lahs.. That's about it.. Tomorrow I have to wake up at 5.. Tired as always.. But I've got nothing much to asked for... =] |