![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
".fuck." Today went back to camp. Starting do some admin work. Go for lunch before we head down to Harbour Front MRT for our familiarisation course. Got a lot of zeh zeh there sia.. Then got one something like "promotor" lahs. Then our trainer walking in front, at first she wanna approach our instructor, then she see see, WAH! How come behind this fella got so many guys following him. Same pants same shoe different shirt only. Then she chua tio then move back few steps and gave up the idea of approaching. lol. Damn funny.. Then we have to wear the stupid vest. Majiam construction worker. $&@#*(!&*(#@! Ended around 4plus, reached base at 5. Take our cert then we're good to go.. Home.. But for me.. Headed down to beach road look for my stuff. Walk around circles after circles. Still no avail.. So fucked man! Seriously, so fucked! I rather you ask me pay for it and get a new one rather than ask me go around hunt for one bloody item which is not really available for sale. Fuck man! Today should be a happy day plus tomorrow pay day but ended up being so stressed! Told myself not to smoke again so I'm not gonna touch it. Tomorrow having night shift.. Sunday off still gonna go back to beach road and look for my stuff.. Am hungry.. But no appetite for dinner... Well.. Hais.. Fuck ! |